where i could find software bb for P1i?

last year, i lost ma software bb for P1i, because my dad, he dont understand about the used, so he told the counter servicer to deleted this app. Somewhere a good boy or girl, woman or man. Could you give me link or tell me what can i do? for this app back to my cell phone?

i keep browsing to get it, but i've already give up. please.. or maybe should i back to cell phones counter to upgread this cell phones and sell it? but ma pocket its too thick! LOL



here, this photo!

the truth : my dad give me second cell phone, and.. tadaaaa when i check it on google.. i cant found where the disk! cant you see that? as*hole-_-

and my brother, broke that pen. so even i sell it , it deserve be LOW! VERY LOW!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhu :'(

so please.. tell me where i could solved this pucking prob cell phone :'(
comeo give your comment!